Writer-director Vinta Nanda, who accused actor Alok Nath of rape and sexual harassment, says she now "desperately" wants to get back to normal life.
Vinita gave an account of the alleged sexual assault in a Facebook post on October 8, soon after actress Tanushree Dutta's complaint of harassment against Nana Patekar fuelled India's #MeToo movement.
The director said she got the courage to call out Alok Nath after she realised it was for the first time that men in Bollywood were standing up for women.
"My trigger obviously was the atmosphere, there was an enabling environment. I was very certain I will be heard and supported because the movement had gathered momentum, started by Tanushree. I give her all the credit in the Bollywood space, as she took on very big people," Vinita Nanda said.
"When I saw that the industry was supporting her, CINTAA was coming out openly and speaking for her. It was the first time in Bollywood where I saw men stand up and speak for women," she added.
The writer-director was speaking at a panel discussion on #MeToo at the Mumbai Curtain Raiser of the Zee Jaipur Literature Festival, which will run from January 24 to January 28.
Vinita said she "went to sleep" after writing about the alleged sexual harassment on social media and woke up to realise that things will never be the same.
"For me, it was over. I had held back for so many years. I was relieved but I had given sleepless nights to everyone, including my family. By the time I woke up, from my building to the office building, there were media vans parked all over the place," she said.
Further talking about it, she said, "I woke up to the fact that 'ok now I've done it'. Now I have to live up to it. That's what I am doing until today. I am trying desperately to get back to normal life now. This is the last panel I'm saying 'yes' to because I just have to get back to normal life now," she added.
Last month, Mumbai Police registered a rape case against Alok Nath following Vinita Nanda's complaint. He has been booked under Indian Penal Code's Section 376 (rape).
Alok Nath has refuted the allegations and filed a civil suit against Vinita and is seeking Re 1 as damages for alleged defamation.
